IF

if i can turn back the time.
i will study hard for the exam.
so i'll get a good GPA.

if i can turn back the time.
i will routinely clean my room.
so i'll have it neat.

IF i can turn back the time.
i will love my mom more than i did.
i really miss her.

lucky unlucky

it's a long time since the last post.
yeah. i just too busy to write in this blog.
and well,finally i have a spare time to write.
i miss this blog <3 <3

well..i have a big question in my mind.
and it annoys me this whole day.

why there were lucky people and unlucky people in this world?

i often saw the lucky one, who always done everything in a good way or get anything what they want.without any effort.i mean, BIG effort. or i can say, they never get sucks in a sucked situation. yea, i hope you'll understand my words.

second, i do often saw the unlucky one. who always get sucks in every single thing that they've done. i mean, they usually have made a big effort and try so hard to get what they want or to do a thing. but, unfortunately they still failed.

well..that looks unfair man. so unfair. i think.
and i have the next question.
what happen behind this 'lucky and unlucky people'?
why it is happen in that way?
what is the lucky people have done so that they always get lucky?
and what is the unlucky people have done so that they always get sucks?
and bla and bla and bla.

i really don't understand and i think i will never understand.
because i think that no one will or can answer my question correctly.
ok, so this question will annoys me now, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the next day, the next day, and next day.

i know it is late.
but i still and want to say

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
.WELCOME 2010.

cupcakes

alice in wonderland cupcakes, originally uploaded by hello naomi.

omg.
i want this for my 20th birthday. for sure.

ok. it still next year on March. but i want!
i do really want this.

please.somebody give me this!
<3 <3 <3

i love converse

Converse Everyday, originally uploaded by izah♥ ( OFFLINE ).

omg. there are many colorful converse!
i want them all for sure!

well..
actually i only can buy one of them.
but confused..

which one is better?
the RED one or the PINK one??

please help me to choose =)

anything

my life is uncleared

i just let it flow

and i don't know what i've to do next

i don't know exactly what i want
what i like
what i love
what i need

just like other people

my friends
they know what they want
what they like
what they love
and what they need

and of course what they've to do next

is that something wrong with myself

or just this is me

or
actually i just don't even know myself

well,
sometimes i feel that i am a stranger
stranger for myself
who the fuck am i

oh shit.
i just wanna write down my mind.
but i think my writing become uncleared.

.

gimme a break
a little escape
i am so tired of being me

i wanna be free
i wanna be new
and different

Anything I'm Not.

*Lenka-Anything I'm Not.