.

i ever tasted you.
oh i don't think i like it.
i want to taste it once more.
oh no. i won't.
but the curiousity come closer. closer and closer.
it's getting closer.
i can't handle it. the curiousity got me now.
i taste you once a more. more and more.
and now i started to enjoy your taste.
mmm.. it feels good. very good. the taste, the smell,
ha ha.

being a stranger

My way to escape from the pressure :
#disconnect with people who are known
#go to the preferred places (beach or unknown places is my favorite)
#having a great time alone, with strangers

loneliness not always be a bad thing, sometimes it can help you get out from chaos situation.
i can think clear when i'm alone. that's true. try it.
it doesn't mean that i like being lonely. no, i don't. i really don't.
but when you are alone, on the unknown place, with unknown people,
when you are being a stranger, and meet a stranger, that feel so good. really good.

So do you have a boyfriend, Summer?

McKenzie :[drunk] So do you have a boyfriend?

Summer : No.

McKenzie : Why not?

Summer : Because I don’t want one.

McKenzie : Come on; I don’t believe that.

Summer : You don’t believe that a woman could enjoy being free and independent?

McKenzie : Are you a lesbian?

Summer : [laughing] No I’m not a lesbian. I just, don’t feel comfortable being anyone’s girlfriend. I don’t actually feel comfortable being anyone’s anything.

#500 days of Summer

IF

if i can turn back the time.
i will study hard for the exam.
so i'll get a good GPA.

if i can turn back the time.
i will routinely clean my room.
so i'll have it neat.

IF i can turn back the time.
i will love my mom more than i did.
i really miss her.

lucky unlucky

it's a long time since the last post.
yeah. i just too busy to write in this blog.
and well,finally i have a spare time to write.
i miss this blog <3 <3

well..i have a big question in my mind.
and it annoys me this whole day.

why there were lucky people and unlucky people in this world?

i often saw the lucky one, who always done everything in a good way or get anything what they want.without any effort.i mean, BIG effort. or i can say, they never get sucks in a sucked situation. yea, i hope you'll understand my words.

second, i do often saw the unlucky one. who always get sucks in every single thing that they've done. i mean, they usually have made a big effort and try so hard to get what they want or to do a thing. but, unfortunately they still failed.

well..that looks unfair man. so unfair. i think.
and i have the next question.
what happen behind this 'lucky and unlucky people'?
why it is happen in that way?
what is the lucky people have done so that they always get lucky?
and what is the unlucky people have done so that they always get sucks?
and bla and bla and bla.

i really don't understand and i think i will never understand.
because i think that no one will or can answer my question correctly.
ok, so this question will annoys me now, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the next day, the next day, and next day.

i know it is late.
but i still and want to say

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
.WELCOME 2010.

cupcakes

alice in wonderland cupcakes, originally uploaded by hello naomi.

omg.
i want this for my 20th birthday. for sure.

ok. it still next year on March. but i want!
i do really want this.

please.somebody give me this!
<3 <3 <3

i love converse

Converse Everyday, originally uploaded by izah♥ ( OFFLINE ).

omg. there are many colorful converse!
i want them all for sure!

well..
actually i only can buy one of them.
but confused..

which one is better?
the RED one or the PINK one??

please help me to choose =)

anything

my life is uncleared

i just let it flow

and i don't know what i've to do next

i don't know exactly what i want
what i like
what i love
what i need

just like other people

my friends
they know what they want
what they like
what they love
and what they need

and of course what they've to do next

is that something wrong with myself

or just this is me

or
actually i just don't even know myself

well,
sometimes i feel that i am a stranger
stranger for myself
who the fuck am i

oh shit.
i just wanna write down my mind.
but i think my writing become uncleared.

.

gimme a break
a little escape
i am so tired of being me

i wanna be free
i wanna be new
and different

Anything I'm Not.

*Lenka-Anything I'm Not.

I Hate

i hate people.

i hate you.

i hate them.

i hate everyone.

i hate to be fake.

i just hate..

people are suck.
and annoyed.

RED CAT SHOP.

BALI BEACH (2)

August 6th, 2009.

Trip day #2 in Bali (Dreamland-Padang2-GWK).

--> Dreamland

--> Padang-Padang

--> GWK

That was any documentation of our trip at day #2.
Beach beach and beach... What a wonderful beach Dreamland is! It is the most beautiful beach that i ever seen in Indonesia. So blue and bright and clean and... i wanna go there again again and again...

Coming Soon!

Red Cat

Fucking Hot Vampire

Pitt as Louise - Cruise as Lestat

Damn Hot!

bite me babe!

I do really love Tom Cruise. I just found his pictures in Interview with the Vampire movie (1994) as a Lestat. And....Damned! He is so fucking Hot being a Vampire!! I want to get bite by him and being vampire forever with him.lol.
love love love Him!!

BALI BEACH

August 5th, 2009.

Trip day #1 in Bali (Sanur - Kuta).

--> Sanur

(nana-anti-Me-wina.)

--> Kuta

I love beach. I love friends. I love having fun. I love having so much fun with friends at the beach =)).
Only at the beach i can feel so free using this short pants and tie dye. I thought there was no more place that as lovely as beach.

awake (2)

Q : so..did it work?
A : what?

Q : the coffee?
A : oh..well..umm..

Q : well...?
A : well..i just - found it.

Q : found...what?
A : the reason.

Q : of what?
A : well..i think it's not about can't sleep.

Q : then...
A : it's all about you don't want to sleep.

written at 00.40

awake

Q : Did you ever feel that you can't sleep, but need to sleep?
A : yes.

Q : when?
A : just this night.

Q : so what did you do?
A : drink coffee.

Q : well... did it help?
A : i don't know.

Q : ...??
A : i'm working on it.

new haircut

i have cut my hair two days ago at Black Salon. Short haircut. emm..bob haircut. here is the result :

Before

After


what do you think??